A couple months ago, a lawn service worker was driving a
box truck and used the parking lot of the church I attend, Faith Baptist, to
cut through to the street behind the church. He and others do this often since
the church has a traffic signal making left hand turns in and out of that side
of the road easier. This time, unfortunately, he was distracted and went under
our canopy which wasn’t tall enough for the box truck he was driving. This
resulted in our canopy being destroyed and the steeple having to be removed.
Thankfully nobody was injured which is the most important thing. Without the
canopy and steeple the front of the church looks kind of sad. As a kid,
whenever I was asked to draw a church, my drawings always included a steeple.
Many churches these days don’t have steeples, and I know that a steeple doesn’t
make a building into a church, but my church’s building just doesn’t look
complete without it.
About a week and a half after the canopy was demolished,
my church’s senior pastor resigned. I don’t know all of his reasons as to why,
and even if I did, I still might not understand the why. I’m not going to get
into that aspect because his reasons are his own to tell. Whatever the reasons,
his resignation has left me sad and a bit unsure entirely how to feel. I’ll
start with a little background…okay, maybe not all that little, but background
nonetheless. When my parents were pregnant with me, they attended a different
church. They met my (now former) pastor and his wife when they attended the
same child birthing class. After all the babies from the class were born, they
all met up to introduce all of us newborns to each other. That’s when I met my
friend, Rebecca, and we’ve been friends ever since. Over the next few years, my
family would occasionally visit Faith Baptist if our church wasn’t having a
service. When I was 5 years old, my family decided that we needed to find a new
church. We visited quite a few in the area before ultimately deciding to regularly
attend Faith Baptist. Twenty-seven years later, that’s still where my parents
attend and where I’ve restarted going since life brought us back to the area
nearly 2 years ago. I was talking to my dad recently and pointed out that the
age I am now is the age he was when we joined Faith Baptist. Until a month and
a half ago, we’d had the same senior pastor the entire time. Since I was such
good friends with Rebecca, if I wasn’t at home or at church, chances were good
I was at her house. I even helped build their house. I often tagged along with
my dad when the house was being built and if Bec and/or her brothers weren’t
there, I’d help putty over nails on the drywall or bring tools to the workers.
Her parents were like another set of parents to me. They were a source of
encouragement to me, and when needed, correction as well. After my biological
family, they probably were the biggest influences in my life, and I consider
them to be part of my “adopted” family. When Justin and I were about to be
married, we went to Pastor for our pre-marital counselling. He told Justin that
he considered my family to be part of his family and that Justin had better
treat me right. After Justin was injured, while he was on the phone with me for
that initial call, he asked me to give the nurse Pastor’s cell phone number so
that he could call him later that day. That was (I believe) the 3rd
post-injury call that Justin made. No matter how long I was away or how far
away I was due to college, the Army, Justin’s injuries, my family and my church
have always been two constants that haven’t changed all that much. Going back
home meant I would see my parents, at least one of my sisters, possibly my
grandparents, and I would go to church and at church, Pastor would normally be
the one preaching. After living other places for about 6 years, so much had
changed back home, but those things were relatively the same. Until now.
Like the front of the church building looks sad without a
steeple, the pulpit looks sad without a senior pastor. Don’t get me wrong, the
rest of the pastoral staff are great and they are doing a wonderful job during
this crazy time of transition that very few in our church have ever experienced
at our church. There are only a handful of charter members left who were around
when Faith Baptist’s first senior pastor stepped down to associate pastor and
Pastor stepped into the pulpit as senior pastor, and that transition wasn’t
nearly as…I don’t even know how to describe it. I’ve never been in a church
that was searching for a senior pastor before. There’s so much uncertainty and
so many questions. What will our new pastor be like? Will I like his preaching?
Will I like him as a person? Will he be someone I’m comfortable talking to when
I need advice? Someone that I can call to pray for my family if something goes
wrong? Will he have a family? If so, what will they be like? Will his wife be
someone who will encourage the other ladies in the church? Will his kids be
kids that my son can look up to (if they’re older) or that he’ll enjoy spending
time with? Will he lead our church and help us draw closer to God? The list of
questions could go on and on. We’re at the beginning of the process and just
elected the people who comprise our pulpit search committee. Only God knows who
our next pastor will be.
With all the uncertainty at my church, and in the world
today, I’m thankful that my faith isn’t grounded in a person or a country or
anything here on earth. The foundation of my faith is God and His Word. Two
things that won’t change. I don’t like change, especially change that I can’t
control. It’s a comfort to me to know that God never changes, and while the
future can look scary from a distance, nothing in the future is out of God’s
control. He holds the future in his unmovable, unchangeable hands. Psalm
146:3-6 say, “Do not put your trust in princes, nor in a son of man, in whom
there is no help. His spirit departs, he returns to his earth; in that very day
his plans perish. Happy is he who has the God of Jacob for his help, whose hope
is in the Lord his God, who made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that is in
them; who keeps truth forever,” Over the course of my life, I’ve learned that
people will let me down. People will not always be there when I need them or
would like them to be. People move away, and sometimes I’ve been the one to
move away. People die. People change, and with that change, relationships often
change. God never changes, and He has helped me work through many changes in
the past, is helping me in the present, and I have faith that He will help me
in the future…even when I try to do it on my own and fail miserably.
This time for my church is difficult, but even in the
midst of this crazy transition, God is working to bring us the right senior
pastor and to make us the right church for that man. John 14:27 says, “Peace I
leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to
you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” Even during
times that don’t make sense to have peace, God brings us that peace when we trust
in Him to take care of the situation. Philippians 4:6-7 says, “Be anxious for
nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let
your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all
understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” Please
pray with me for my church. Thanking God for the years we had with Pastor and
thanking Him for the rest of the pastoral staff. Praying for the current
pastoral staff that God will give them strength and wisdom, praying for the man
who will one day be our senior pastor, and praying for our church both now
during the transition time and later when the new pastor is brought into our
church family.